Thursday, January 26, 2006

Let's Get It Started... yeah!~!

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Home Sweet Home, 'ere i come!~!


Yo Ppl!!!~! Chinese New Year is just around the corner and i'm heading back to my neverland, Penang!!! Hell rite i miss my hometown so much! Never realize that it's been exactly one month since i left for the new semester... Yet again, time flies...

I'm catching a 6pm bus at Pudu Bus Terminal together with BooSeong and gf... Argh, gota be lamp post again... Can't help it hehe...Hope they wont mind though... and as the clock ticks time away, i still havent pack my belongings yet... and yet i'm blogging rite here... just wana let the whole world how grateful i am to be heading home...
yeah to all my frens in KL, Penang reli rocks big time...no doubt about it...experience it for urself...

and coincidentally UM has decided to retain the original mid semester break which means i will get another week of holidays... WooHoo~~!! but this time for serious matter as i need to prepare for them mid sem exam...

A few events has took place recently in UM especially in First College whereby we had the Chinese Community (CC) Reunion Dinner, Materials Reunion Dinner and etc.... As i tried to gather as many photos to be published rite here, suddenly i bumped into my old pics... recalled those sweet memories i left during my years in PFS... yeah i will be psoting it up real soon...

It's been such an emotional week for me, which made me rethink back and self-reflect myself about the goings in mylife in uni...
Yeah as the going gets tough, the tough gets goin...i gota bear that in my mind....
Firstly regarding the CC dinner which i decided NOT to attend... for that i have no regrets, at all... my frens told me how wonderful the nite was as the whole community gathered to hav fun... yea ppl's havin fun and why i din join in? dat's the part i'm stressing... Frankly speaking i'm sick and tired of answering this question...

someone (almost all the seniors i knew) : hey des, r u going to the dinner? why not?

[see, before i answer they already knew i wont be attending)

des : erm... no i'm not going... there's not reli a reason for not attending...u guys knew it...

[ and i walked off with a pissed feeling]

hey wat's the big problem man!!! i'm just me... and of course everyone wants to hav fun..not that my absence gona affect any of u guys rite.....the problem is dat i dun reli hav fun over there if i join... different frequency i should say... it's not abt the language barrier reli (at least i understand mandarin, rite)... those stuff they (the CC committee) planned and organized doesnt attract me though... those ppl can be having the time of their lives by shouting "yam seng" and jumping and 'monkeying' (wei peng's verbal expressions lolz) around to snap photos...similar thing happened in the materials dinner but i dun think it reach that level where ppl cramping around just to take photos (stampede man, not cool)... and i cant reli communicate well with sum ppl esp 1st coll guys seniors too...i did discussed with my close buddy, Woon Ping over there and we too had the same point of view... some ppl think they are too bossy and need to be respected...come on man! dun take things for granted... respect is to be gained man, not that u're having a car and everyone's gota depend and rely on u to go anywhere...i dun giv a **** man... some ppl might "tripod" u to get the benefit but sorry mate, this aint gona happen on my part... on the other hand, always wanted to try and adapt to the lifestyles of ppl of different background...sincerely speaking me too has been advised ample times to mingle and socialize with the rest ( as if i dont) but Rome wasn't built in a day rite!!~! it takes time away...
to all my frens reading this, i dun reli mean to critic but i'm just saying my part and hope u guys understands the real me...

Well well,
gota forget the past and look forward again... new year, new resolutions...
here it goes....
my very own CNY resolutions

1. wishes evryone at the pinkest of health!! seriously, lately in hostel there's so many sick ppl around me...things aint goin to be fun when everyone's sick and ill...

2. gona make some money once i start staying away from coll... for extra expenses and upgrades.. life in KL is far much costly than in Pg...

3.spend quality times with family and homies... i knew how bad i am when i was home last holidays...sory mum and dad!! gota be kuai kia dee....

4. get dean's listed this time (get more focussed and be sharper this time) as i got hell lot of time when i got nth to do,... (sue, not that i always study but since i got nth to do in hostel, why not i study lolz)

5.get my lazy ass off and start working out big time.... can't take it anymore...always do things halfway thru.... gona get my body worked out and get results...Kah Wai!! i need ur advise for this! i dun my mum to critic that i'm such a frail guy compared to the rest who's so muscular and tough looking

6. self-reflect and personality turn-around... swee heng's advise, my vow is to keep my words clean and clear and keep my words (ykyuan sori ya)... bad attitude should be permanently brushed off...sori guys, i'm such a pain in d ass at times...

7. stop day dreaming during classes and do preparations... sick of wasting time during lecturers as i practically duno wat the lecturer is crapping....avoid last minit struggles for finals

fair enuff?
gota go packing rite now or else i'm gona miss the bus...
gong xi fa cai ppl!

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My Coursemates

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The Year End 2005 1st College Materials Undergraduates

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Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Materials Outing in MidValley

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Hello!!! Can u SEE me? Oh gosh I'm too short~~!!
Yea ppl, here are my coursemates!

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Sunday, January 22, 2006

Freaking Frens in UM

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The four and only four materials guys in 1st College... cool?...
from left: jin fei, me, wen chiao and king vee







Kinda lame after Chinese Community Photo Session ( dat's why i'm wearing this blue shirt)... doing some photo tricks.. kinda childish side of me with my roomate/coursemate..



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Syndrome of Lazyness and Boredom

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oh it's been days since i blog rite here...
yet again, tmr and tuesday i'm gonna face 2 more mid semester tests...
manufacturing technology on monday and materials production on tuesday...
sigh...
this is wat uni life is all about...
exams then holidays and then exams again..gota study hard though... gota keep my composure...i had a rather terrible mid sem results from the previous semester and i aint letting it happen again ! i dun wana suffer in preparations for finals again....

but why am i here blogging again? study man!!!
in fact, i'd rather say i'm stil lazy to study but prayed hard to get easy questions(with my fingers crossed)..engine belum panas lagi?...i gota go slowly cos i tend to get panic as exam glooms nearer day by day...

Talking about yesterday's All-England semifinal clash between Lee Chong Wei and the mighty Lin Dan...My highest respect to both shuttlers man! It was played at such a high tempo and was packed with skillful shots... I believe Chong Wei strived his best but at times lady luck wasnt with him... and yet again Lin Dan proved his credibility as the world champ...

enuff for the time being....

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Sunday, January 15, 2006

A Bizarre Monday

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It's been a very busy monday for me....Yea monday... isn't is supposed to be Desmond's day=desMONDAY? lolz kinda childish though...

I had 6 gruelling hours of lecture...so sick of it... and worst of all, the seat in the lecture hall is dead straight! 90-degrees!! orthogonal or perpendicular or wateva u wana call it lar... gona hav backache soon i think... after each lecture at dat hall (we acll it DK6 or dewan kuliah 6), i will surely have this nauseating feeling...gosh!Going lectures to learning i suppose, but at the end of the day, day-dreaming plus some boring and dull everlasting speeches are all dat i got for myself....and also not forgetting those lame jokes of this Pakistani lecturer and the other infamous Middle East Lecturer!!

YEah right after 5pm, i headed straight away to Padang Varsity with only one thing in mind... I'm gona kick some ass in the field... Haha it's football frenzy time! In fact, i was asked to play in a 5-team-tournament comprising of those 'elite' chinese schools...
dat's rite..they are Chung LIng from Penang (Butterworth i guess), Sam Tet from Ipoh, Jit Sin from Penang, KEat HWa from ALor Setar and Hwa Lian from Taiping...dat's where the majority of smarties r from in UM...


well, i've got new frenz from Keat Hwa and no doubt i played for them( oh ya they speak fluent HOKKIEN)...luckily the officials allow imported players though (must be chinese lar of cos...i'm still considered chinese rite? although the chinese community in my college does not reli agree with this!)...I've been asked this question...Wei, des... WHy don't u set up a team for PFS?hell rite! my beloved alma mater!attest to the fact that i cant even find more than 11 ppl in the whole UM!!! how can a football team be possible ? lolz onli if i can call my buddies from UKM then we will hav a team...

WOOHOO i've been assigned to play central defence! dat's so funny, funzy! i never played in defense, but who cares...i just wana kick some balls dude! Nvm la...at least i can sweat it all out...
Football with those 'elite' ppl haha let me highlight this match for u ppl....it's Keat Hwa vs Jit Sin...eventually the match highlight was the linesman!!! he flagged for offside on my striker when he is dribblling all the way past the last defender!! WAH LAU EH!!! those are the yells from the supporters and even the jit sin defenders cheekily laughed! fair enuff..they are just amateurs... A pretty one sided match as Keat Hwa deserving thrashed 'em 5-0 with 20 mins left the match was called off since it's getting dark already and the match was well decided.. (oni 25 mins per half)... Good game too considering the muddy pitch condition...
For me, it's a good experience too playing wif them... NO pressure, no yelling and no hesitation to do wateva u want on the pitch... and the bad thing is i cant reli improve though in comparison with those games i played especially playing with panda7 and the lonely reds back in penang...I reli miss those moments...


dats enuff scribbling for now, gota go to lecture again...sigh!

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Saturday, January 14, 2006

Life is a Roller Coaster

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What i really wanted in my life?...

It's another lazy saturday, but yet luckily i've got myself a date with ykyuan for lunch (which is such a rare incident hehe)... I woke up being so lost as both my roomates were gone to nowhere... I gota feed my lil' tummy or else this long enduring gastric will begin to irritate me again... A simple lunch at Taman Jaya, with much of jokes and gossips with this fella.. perhaps she is one of the few ones who can reli speak hokkien over here in UM, although her dialect was a lil bit funny and so-called capalang!!~!

Yea for my homies, at that cafe where i had lunch, guess who i met? stil remember "mentos"? yea it's her... someone who out of nowhere would come to talk u and show her "impeccable" english-speaking proficiency (of which i realy doubt, a very weird kind of style trying to imitate those 'ang mo kau' slang lolz) for god-sake a simple hi would do the job right rather than those tung twisting phrases (aku sendiri pun tak faham dia cakap apa) ... sent her a smile but to no avail... (nvm la, nowadays ppl changed and made me realize again the high and low class gap between me and those oversea-bound ppl, well this is a specific case, no hard feelings mate!)...

Then at a stop at Putra LRT station, we bumped into an automatic teller machine... now oni i know there's so many function eh! Haram! can reload hp credit, pay bills and even the touch n go credit (i'm so outdated eversince coming here)... yeah it's written there got such a function la, just wana test it, the touch n go scanner oledi spoilt one!so it's da same as not to have such a facility when it is not working isnt it? vandalism sucks big time...

Alrite then comes this question.... What i really wanted in my life?

Gosh, i'm a man of mission nor vision...Now only realise leh... I can't even answer myself this simple question...Most of ppl would say I WANA BE RICH... I WANA BE HAPPY...here's what i gota say..SO LAME leh...i guess that it would be silly for sumone to say he or she doesnt want to be rich... practically to live a happy life, money plays a pivotal role...dats undeniable...rite?

Perhaps a steady life? That would be ideal for me... An easy and smooth going job as an engineer, a small business as a part time income (livin in KL as an engineer will lead me to be a famine victim with such a high living cost and low income lol), my very own family? and my freaking steady frens back with me of cos... In fact i shudn't be thinking of this but to take small steps at a time rite... Yea i'm talking abt yet another chapter of life already, making me feel so old and irrational! My frens will kutuk me if i say this in front of 'em...cukup tak rasional! (hey lee ken i'm just missing those lousy jokes of urs haha)

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Strange Encounter

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such a strange day...
it started with the process of having supper (i mean around 12am)... pretty funny actually... Over here in UM there's this super-famous KL gate burger stall...always known for sold out and it's tantalizing ur tastebuds for every bite of it... erm...the mayonnaise is killin' me! so as usual to avoid dissapointment (went there to buy many times but damned! it's closed!~!) me and my fellow coursemates decided to call the burger seller to check whether he is on business or not... then out of no where, i came out with this lame cheeky idea to sms him... nah..just to make fun out of it...

think for a second... will a burger-seller mind to return an sms to a stranger who might just prank him? well, guess i'm not as bad as ashton kutcher in Punk'd (mtv production) rite?? yea he replied in a pretty simple manner...

me: bos, hari ni ada jual burger tak?
KL gate burger: ada!

no surprise rite? but the rest of my coursemates were laughing their lungs out ..just bcos a burger seller replied my 'sincere' sms... weird isnt it? just to release stress i guess...
meanwhile in the morning, yet another routine life...going to just a one-hour lecture but for today we will be having a test... yea as usual i did put some effort by memorizing parts of the notes just hours before i slept just now...but guess wat? the lecturer gav us an eight-minutes test... OMG!!! we were all speechless... duno to say it's good or bad... good as we all were able to answer..or otherwise bad as it does not worth so much effort...

another strange event followed... went to jog as usual to sweat it all out... and of cos a day wont be complete without futsal..c'mon man! it's friday... my super-committed fren jin fei dramatically made some superb saves as a keeper and as a defender, made a terrible tackle ...TO HIMSELF..i guess he tackled himself haha... bruised and sprained his knees and arm... speedy recovery la man...

enuff for a day i guess, another strange day sufficiently killed my boredom...

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Sunday, January 08, 2006

Hell 'ya bLoggErs

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well well well...
i've got my blog at last...
i did have one at frensta though but it has been hell of a fuss for me to blog there since frensta is so so much slower and lagging...
hmm... finally i can blog in my own hostel room dee after a fren of mine has fixed the wireless connection (oi dun kembang k if u r reading this)... or shud i say at least i got a lil tiny source of entertainment haha ( internet is such a huge source of LIFE indeed, many ppl would die without internet hehe)...
hostel life?... = plain life i shud say... there's nth much i can do daily actually... in short, it's much of a routine life... well, i've already expected this kinda life...

let's get straight to da point... why m i blogging this? boredom i guess?
my coursemates agree too that it's too early to start studying rite now as i'm oni approaching d 3rd week of my second semester... NAH.... this is just an excuse... lazy is the term i hate to say rite here haha

Let bygones be bygones...
By a blink of an eye, 2005 has gone... and so much til i realize that i've wasted another chapter in my life... Wasted? yeah, dat's rite... A year of nothingness ever since i've completed my STPM... Fondful memories are all left afterall... Maybe i shud round up my year by writing this blog... Another way for me to recall back wateva things that happened in my life...

January- March
I welcomed the new year 2005 partially working like dogs in Secret Recipe... although kinda blurr for me and my buddies to work for RM3.50 per hour haha but afterall great memories were all left at the Alfresco Area, Gurney... Those 12-to-12 working hours made me realized why at times waiters tend to be ignorant and most of all they are always be at boiling point temper (sickly overworked)...

But sadly i left my job and slowly spent quality time at home, wif frens, holidays at Langkawi...
Then there comes my kiddoes whom i tutored... those cute boys and girls are so so so funny... Guess wat? They did managed to turned my serious face into smth else... Those laughters made me realize dat condusive learning includes those memorable moments in classes... Well actually i also came to realize that i shuld not be dat 'serious' at times...

April- June
Woohoo... it's the time of my life... Redang-Perhentian Trip!!! The very first time in my life to see crystal clear waters... Yeah heaven is a place on EARTH! Plus those ventures and buddies together wif me... Life ain't gona get any better that this! After those stressful hours of working and money -saving, the trip is forever worth the effort...In midst of the nite, there came the irritating news concerning our results might be released the minute we leave Perhentian... Gosh!
Yea it's true indeed...Results were announced and personally i was glad (setakat puas hati aje lah) but not the case for me siblings and parents... But thank God i got a placement in University of Malaya pursuing Materials Engineering...my very first choice... but yet again, iwas in dilemma...

Is it wat i really wanted? to be an engineer?to study in KL? m i totally ready for this new life? Oh my goodness gracious... i've got one thousand and one question in my mind... Perhaps i shudnt think dat much and just take wateva that is given to me... Step by step i shud b able to get my degree and start to earn some penny...

July - September
New life, new beginning of a journey... nevertheless it is just another level i'm heading for... university? Well i shud i say dat i'm pretty luckily to hav my elder bro living so nearby ... At least i knew i wont get lost easily lolz... Making new frens rite here... It was so strange...naive! Now i came to realize that i've got yet another big trouble...which is the language barrier... Enuff said, evryone dat knows me knew i ain't speak any mandarin, do ya? University is where the majority speaks the most spoken language in this globe...Guess wat? i hardly learn to adapt, to live by the language... largely due to my bad habit which is to be ignorant ( dats very bad sign of me)... Regarding my coursemates, they r 2 supremely gentlemen i can say... Smart and well-behaved guys from Ipoh and Kepong... Yeah thanks to them i'm more discipline right here in uni rather than rotting away...

October - December
The final quarter of the year...it started with my bday... I was so honoured, so glad that words can't describe how grateful i am to hav such a bunch of homies, my buddies since form 1 to celebrate with me... All came home all the way to pg from various places... For u guys, the true meaning of friendship, brotherhood and venturehood lies deep within my soul... Amigo paras siempre! Alrite, exam's glooming! Yeah first exam in a year... u know it will be terribly insane for sumone to start study after a year of break... Slow engine! those lazyness! The feeling was so sick! but yet again, look on the bright side man! wat's next after exam? HOLIDAE!!!! woohoo!
a month of break, crazy moments wif frens and family... my cute lil nephew! solo-house painting... football...hiking... monopolying... paintballing (ouch! got myself a trademark blue-black at my back)...

there's something to ponder about at the end of the year...
will i ever be so free again?
will i ever be taking a single exam to decide which route i will be heading for the rest of my life?
will i ever meet another bunch of best friends like wat i hav in my hometown?
or will i ever be spending the rest of my life studying and earning money oni?

rubbish...rubbish!!!
this is life...
feel better~live better

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